...+>>JessI<<+...
birthday: 10/31/88
zodiac: scorpio
chinese year: dragon
element: water
age: 17
home: tucson
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Scorpio (astrology), the eighth sign of the zodiac, symbolized by a scorpion. According to astrologers, people whose birthdays fall between October 23 and November 21 are born under the sun sign of Scorpio. The planet Pluto rules Scorpio, which is a water sign.
Astrologers consider Scorpios to be energetic, passionate, deep, intuitive, and secretive, with a great deal of self-control. They also believe that Scorpios can be willful, stubborn, and easily made jealous. Scorpios are thought to be keen observers of people, and potentially calculating and manipulative. Seeing more of people's deepest motivations than others do, they have a tendency to be cynical. They are sensitive and never forget a hurt or a slight—for the typical Scorpio, forgiveness can be difficult.
Astrologers consider Scorpio perhaps the most extreme of all signs. The intensity and focus of Scorpios gives them great ability to see a project through despite all obstacles. Their strong leadership qualities, incisive analytic abilities, energy, and desire for financial security can make them motivated career people. Many Scorpios also like to flirt with danger and push themselves and those close to them to their limits. Professions traditionally associated with Scorpio include forensics, law enforcement or detective work, the military, medicine, psychology, big business, and recycling.
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.dance icon: RxySurfChic- the UG
.'Jessi' header: Microsof Girl
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Monday, June 19, 2006
Jessi has lost touch with the world and the world has lost touch with Jessi.
sometimes life sucks. sometimes mothers suck. i sometimes feel that i hate her.. actually, its been most of the time, lately. screw it. im going to ignore her. she wants to have a "deep" conversation when she hasnt spoken a word to me about the whole divroce situation.. ever! and she left on september 11th of '05. NOW she wants to talk. well too bad mommy dearest, I dont want to anymore. FUCK YOU!
Posted at 07:25 pm by evilfairy78
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Sunday, May 21, 2006
"all my troubles seemed so far away, now it looks as tho they're here to stay, Oh I believe in yesterday. suddenly, Im not half the man I used to be, there's a shadow hanging over me, or yesterday came suddenly. why she had to go, I dont know, she wouldnt say. I said something wrong. now I long for yesterday...."
So its been quite a long while since I posted here. I dont know if anyonre even still gets on here to check if I am alive or not.. -looks for signs of Gracie- haha. well things have been kinda terbulent around here... very up-idy, and down-ity! It drives me crazy.
summer time is finally here... Im glad, o so glad. the only part I am going to be sad about is, again, the friends leaving. the seniors i have loved are going to be leaving me, and some I may never see again. It depresses me very much. I am going to miss them all dearly. the one guy i had a crush on from day one of freshman year, that girl who treated me differently and accepted me no matter what the other kids thought, the people Ive just recently met that Ive grown so attatched to, the people that were popular and who accepted me even tho I wasnt... there are so many poeple to thank, and so many to say good bye to. I am going to miss them dearly.
It is my dinner time, I must fly. I shall write again...
Posted at 07:36 pm by evilfairy78
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Monday, December 05, 2005
Well.. Ok things are progressing into the divorce even further. mom finally came up with some money to get a lawer so it is for sure going to court. dads in a horrible mess right now, but we'll all be ok, i know it, we are strong and can handle anything. mom took me and kyle to breakfast yesterday.. nothing bad, i guess. she didnt mention the whole ''divorce'' situation, but she did tell me that she got a new laptop computer!! GRRRRR! Do you know how imcredibly horrrible that makes her look now? BOB bought it for her, off ebay, and its used, but STILL! She got this ''o-so-fabulous'' new computer but yet she cant give dad child support?! no, i realize its not BOBS job to give us child support, but a good boyfriend doesnt go buying his NEW GIRLFRIEND these fancy new toys when shes going through a divorce... it makes her AND him look bad... they say they are breakin for money right now, and that the reason she isnt giving dad money is becasue dad took it all!? NO. its soo stupid... $200 for a laptop computer... damn, mom, she didnt even need it! they have a perfectly good working computer at their house, WITH high speed internet... they didnt NEED a new laptop! thats insane!
Posted at 09:44 am by evilfairy78
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Saturday, September 24, 2005
Woo-hoo! Me and amanda are going off to see The Corpse Bride this morning at 11:30 at Park Mall. Im soo excited, I have been nearly dying to see this movie since I read about it online 4-5 months ago....MAN! It's gonna be soo awesome! ^_^ See the change in header? Yes. It-is-KOOL! lol.
Oi, I also added pictures of my baby cousin that was born on September 18th...so she's only like..not even a week old yet! Tomorrow she will be a week...she's soo adorable! And I can't wait till I get to see her. She's over in Killeen, Texas, cus thats where Jeremy is statioend for the Army right now. But when Jeremy goes back to Iraq (which is going to be pretty soon.....-sad face-) Sadie and baby Ava are gonna come back to Arizona..they will be living in the Phx area, but they will still be a lot closer than Texas. but ohh gosh....shes such a cutie!!!! Im like seriously in love with her! Shes beautiful!
Anyways, I am gonna go shower and get ready to go to el teatro. LaTeR-gAtErS!!
Posted at 08:49 am by evilfairy78
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Thursday, September 22, 2005
We FINALLY won a volleyball game tonight! OMG!! It was sooo awesome!!! We played Desert View. We won the first game, they won the second, and then we won the third! IT WAS AWESOME!! WEE!!! Omg, we were TOTALLY on the ball tonight. Our serving was a little off for a while but we picked it back up. i screwed up about 3 times but i was only in for a little over half of the 1st game. But we did awesome. Phyllis did really well, Sahar played awesome, Megan and Becca were switched as setters, and they did fantastic. Ale and Ari did really well, and so did Kate and Teresa! we totally kicked butt tonight. So it was a BLAST! Mike is gonna treat us to PIZZA next week! weeeeeee!!
anyhoo......l8er g8ers!
Posted at 07:13 pm by evilfairy78
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Sunday, September 18, 2005
Gosh I am sooo proud!! I made this new doll today. Its for a UG Challange. They gave us this picture of a girl wearing a black dress (from Hottopic.com) and we had to make a doll inspired by it. wellll...this is my doll and i think its my best doll in a longg time!!
But one thing I realized was that i didnt shade the bottom part of her hair...oops. oh well, i still love it!!
Base by Jejune (www.geocities.com/jejunedoll)
What do you think of her??
Posted at 01:49 pm by evilfairy78
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Saturday, September 17, 2005
well that just thrilled me to peices...mom came in the restaurant with her ''boyfriend''. dad saw them there at the same time. he was saying 'noo theres noo way she'd do something like that while me or austin are working''. well it didnt bother her. she did it. she went in, with bob, while i was working tonight. that pissed me off. i stayed out of that room........it was sooooooo irratating.
but otherwise..work was alright, i suppose. there was hardly any customers...it wasnt rushed at all. grrrrr....anyhoo...l8er
Posted at 09:01 pm by evilfairy78
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Friday, September 16, 2005
i had my last game of the week last night. i knew dad and the boys would show up to see it but i ddint know if mom would. well she did. i was so happy. and she was actually in a really good mood. she wasnt being rude and bitchy or anything. it was the first time Id seen her since she moved all her stuff out on sunday and started living with bob....weird...but shes coming over tomorrow morning since i dont have practice. yay!
anyhoo...peace-out-izzle...(dont ask..im bored and cold)....
Posted at 10:42 am by evilfairy78
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Wednesday, September 14, 2005
i love my friends. they are the world to me.
everyone has been so helpful and kind and caring to me with the situation i am in. Ive been offered places to stay, ive had shoulders to cry on, people to talk to, and people who i can count on to alwyas be there. i just wanted to say...THANKYOU! My friends are the best group of friends in the world!
Posted at 09:50 am by evilfairy78
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Tuesday, September 13, 2005
line by line...peice by peice
work sucks. school sucks. home sucks. i need to get away.
mom left. dad cries. we're getting on with our lives.
i need an oasis...someplace to go to, like a getaway resort.
i want a fast car. first i need my lisence. oh well.
im sick. i wish i could get better. it just takes time.
time seems to be what makes the world go round.
time is everything.
Posted at 10:16 am by evilfairy78
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